Thorny Crown is sad song sung for her lover who left alone

Thorny Crown  ( विरह गीत )

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Fairy from seven seas

Fairy from seven seas
Once arrived to me
showing smile glance
as to tease my fans

Her twilight spread
all over to degrade
and to look at to
her beautiful craze

Happened as desire
world enchanted to her
then she felt contented
and left unintended

Cursing all my skies
leaving cloudy cries
still lightening spark
in memories of my heart

मै खुशनसीब हू 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1JGZ1Oj99Soमै खुशनसीब हू मुझ को किसी का प्यार मिला 
बड़ा हसी मेरे दिल का राजदार मिला 
मै खुशनसीब हू 

है दिल मे प्यार जुबा चुप झुकी झुकी नज़रे 
अजब अदा से कोई आज पहली बार मिला 
मै खुशनसीब हू 

किसी को पाके मेरे दिल का हाल मत पूछो 
की जैसे सारे ज़माने पे इक्तियार मिला 
मै खुशनसिब हू 

किसी ने पूरे किये आज प्यार के वाडे 
मेरी वफ़ा का सिला मुझ को शानदार मिला 
मै खुसनसीब हू 

मेरे चमन का हर एक फूल मुस्कुराने लगा 
वो क्या मिले मुझे मौसम-इ-बहार मिला 
मै खुसनसीब हू

Film cast:	Ajit, Shakeela, N A Ansari, Bhagwan, Pratima Devi, S N Banerjee, Rajan Kapoor, Nazima, Madhumati
Singer:	Asha Bhosle, Lata Mangeshkar, Mukesh
Lyricist:	Asad Bhopali, S H Bihari
Music Director:	Ravi
Film Director:	N A Ansari
External Links:	Tower House at IMDB
Watch Full Movie:	Tower House at YouTube

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1JGZ1Oj99So

 

In summer vacation my beloved went to her relatives. Before that she was obstinate for one week.  When she knew about leaving suddenly, she was  unable to express her emotions and her eyes told so many thing, remembrance, excuses, pity, yearning. But her burst sob could not hold longer.
My summer was then became full of her remembrance . One of the poem here.
The storm of remembrance is free English version of one Marathi poem(1967)

 In the storm of remembrance

In hurricane of remembrances
scratches got all over mind
behind the mirage of your image
still chasing my crazy mind

Vanished all foggy ways
Finished those sweet days
lingered here only longing
nostalgia waited in sad heart

deserted path of overwhelmed mind
flood ceased on bank lastly
slowly slowly steps tapping
seems as if someone arriving

The Frozen Desire 

This is story of Julie who became crazy, as her boy friend left unkindly. All desires she dreamt  were frozen unkindly.Everything vanished in fog.One person recognised condition and gave shelter to her life.

             This story has shaped in the life of one friend at California. The story presented here in his own words.
         I was in California in 2007. The sky was cloudy & seems to be stormy. I was just in hurry to reach my house. Suddenly someone dashed me. It was a lady aging around 25 years. She angrily saw me and stared at me for a moment. Some rain sprinkles were spread on her face. Her clothes were dirty and seems to be like beggar. Her eyes were coffee brown & penetrating. Her face slowly changed from anger to shy smiley and questioning  as if she wants to express something and recognizing me. She was not able to remove her sight.

             She uttered " Are you Jussis, Jackson ? I am here looking for you since many years. I am Julie” . I replied “Sorry madam, you misunderstood me". She disappointed and tears gathered in her eyes. She wept and held me in her arms "You still speaking lie. I have lost my everything for you" and she crumbled down with despair.  She was murmuring some song or like prayer . She was  a mad  & seems to be shocking effects on her mind. Tears were falling from her greedy face . I astonished & could not judge easily. I thought she became mad for Jackson. She continue murmuring little song

         

Thorny Crown

Oh flower you trust me

 Jussis  still loves  me

Never he left alone 

 Inner heart tuned me along

He has ever pure heart  that I know,

 no one can apart us

I found my Jussis in the era

 of hills of California

Trees and forest showed the

 Thorny path

World around said me,

 mad and something

No one heard my sad soul sobbing

Search now has finished

On the shoulder of Thorny crown

                                         Musafeer

        Her love towards Jackson brought tears in my eyes. Suddenly I decided to help her as possible. I lifted her in my arms. She became unconscious. She looks very beautiful with golden hair. Now her face was calm and worriless. Her lips were just engraved convexly and as if fixed in between two half apple cheeks. The nose  just flower bud.  Her neck was more attractive without garland. I walked towards hotel that was Coffee house. She was very beautiful . She put arm around my neck & hold me in sleepy eyelid. Her breathing & murmuring feels as if whispering in my ears. I unknowingly got full of emotions against the situation and her warmth brought me closer & closer to my soul.

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               I rest her in the chair and sprinkled water on her face. She awake slowly and remembered all the things happened. She called in deep drawn voice,” Jussis, Where were you?”.On seeing me, she put her head on my shoulder and thrown out all sad moments of her life. she was sobbing constantly. I made her calm and assured her  to make her relax . Her breath was making me very uneasy and she was lovingly rubbing her cheeks along my shirt feeling me uncomfortable. She was feeling me Jussis. Her tears were rolling down from her cheeks to my pocket then heart. And uncontrolled sobs thrashed me

Oh my heart
how can you bear
so long awaiting tears
those consist deep pain
ruin me in its chainyour whimper may burst
from unbearable thrust
my humanity melted down
please hold me
from her weeping sound
oh God ,
why I am so unkind
where I lost sympathy
please guide me
to hold her & her life

 

Her sight continuously following me from top to bottom. Her palm was silently moving from head to back. She was quenching her long thrust of affectionate love from soul. I could not resist her as it was real and pure. The customers in Coffee Cottage were looking at me as if …..

            I catered her coffee with my own hands. I urged her " Julie, I realized your true love. I am the most cruel man in this world never seen" and hold her face. She sobbed " No Juussis, I know You are so soft hearted and always kind. Hence I am alive still." I realized her deep feelings towards Jackson  and increased respect about her. I felt, the love of my previous birth appeared to be in vision which was beyond the foggy dream.

This is story of julie who became mad, as her boy friend left unkindly. One person recognized the condition and gave shelter to her life.

 

         And I married her with all her qualities. Some emotional and sentiment effect still reside in her mind. But her heart is so pure and affectionate. Now she is well and follows echoes of my mind. Her eyes taken a loving color from coffee which tends to take energetic coffee every evening in Coffee Cottage. Then we use to sit beneath the mango tree nearby. She gives pretty smile looking in at the bottom my heart.  As she smiles, the corner of lips push the cheeks forming in apple, stretched inwards at the dimple. I become helpless and losing all energy of coffee taken.

The Lost Life

कथा

The Lost LfeSmall story engraved rememberance in the heart of a site Engineer.

  

              The coworker  came across one instance which has changed his life. It is expressed here in his own words.
   It was my young age. I was working as Engineer at site. The site was near the village. One college girl, Julie, was residing in that village and making up and down to city for college. Since beginning of site work she tried to assist me in my work.

                  One day she came with me on site. I was enjoying the work as well as her company. At evening we returned back on motor cycle and in between the way the heavy rain started.

           I caught the nearest village where there was a rest house. Julie was completely wet and shivering.  Her blouse and skirt were stick to her body.  It seems as if engraved beautiful statue & some different beautiful lady like heroine. I stared at her from top to bottom. I uttered “ Unbelievable “. I awoke from my thinking and firstly cared for her. I did not like my views and felt angry, ashamed of me. I searched for dry clothes for us and could arrange only for her.

              The whole night I could not get sleep and feeling some fever at midnight. I was shivering with fever and murmuring some words. Suddenly Julie wake up from sleep and nurse me. She took me in her arms with convincing affection. Her warmth feeling brought my fever calm. Even she was not so well she helped me that was great obligation.

                On next day we returned back to the city. While leaving me near my office she looked in my eyes & said " Take care & go to Doctor immediately",  I innocently replied,” You are only my Doctor” She stared at me for a moment went away with shy smile. Her eyes told me  so many thing that I could not distinguished easily.

               One day she came to my office & offered me sweets. Her engagement was planned with Land Lord in that village. She could smile unwillingly with hidden tears behind the eye lids. She call me to visit by evening.

          I visited her, she asked me “ Shall you think of me as a life partner, if so please meet my father early” and without continuing she sobbed and went away.

                    I realized, even with eyes I was blind & could not see the world, except my office work. Her engraved image could not disappear since then. I feel as if she calls me in rainy and fogy forest. Echoes of her voice awakes me, I happily turned my walking in forest hiding the tears.